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Love, Gratitude, and Peace

21/1/2014

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This photo is my 8 year old self with my godmother Renate.

I've been doing daily energy work sessions with her since the holidays, as she is approaching her final transitioning. It's been a sweet and sometimes delicate process of being with her as she is leaving this life slowly. I call her, and if she feels up to talking she shares with me how she is and what she needs, and then we hang up and I do long distance energy work (she is in Germany). She says the energy work helps her be in less pain, sleep better, and feel more at peace.

At times, she's struggling with the many aspects of her body deteriorating with the effects of an inoperable cancer. At other times, especially lately, she is full of gratitude for her life, even now. There is a peace that radiates out from her that touches me and pulls me into it, too. It's been a real gift to witness this process as she opens to the Light and to the Peace that she is moving into. The gratitude is as much mine as it is hers. Her radiance touches my heart, and so does her very human fragility. It's a mysterious process that she is in, unpredictable from one day to the next, but so very sacred.

I used to love my aunt Renate so totally as only children can love. Then our lives moved apart for a long time ... to intertwine again when I saw her last summer, just after she had received her cancer diagnosis. So this blog is lovingly dedicated to Renate, to our connection, and to the loving giving and receiving that has been part of it since it started. I am happy I can accompany you and return loving care to you now, dear Renate, before you leave us for good! May you journey gently and easily! 

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Sandra Jean McPhee
21/1/2014 10:38:30 am

So beautifully expressed, as usual, dear Grace. You really capture the experience of presence with what is.

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Grace
21/1/2014 11:12:29 am

Thank you, Sandra, for your comment and appreciation! The blog just flowed out like this, I hadn’t even intended to write it, but I felt it was important to share an experience of accompanying a dear one towards their death that isn’t just about suffering or struggling with cancer (as the cancer story so often is…). As I experience it, it is so very precious, so beautiful, so sacred.

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